One half

Well Izac is back in the states at NJS. He will be there for 10 weeks. I don't like that he is gone. I get that its only 10 weeks and that it could be longer but right now, on a Saturday night, I cannot pretend that he is still at work. During the week and the daytime I can find things to stay busy. At night it is so quiet. I miss my best friend and my love. This is not the first time we have been separated and it will not be the last. People say it will get easier. I doubt that. I think I will adjust as all military spouses adjust. I will function as I have to but until he is home I will be missing a part of myself.